She was lost and alone. He left her in the dark. She believed his lies and excuses. She thought this was a different dream,a different nightmare. She was losing touch with reality. She let out a loud,deafening scream. This was the momentshe realized the truth. She wanted him to hold her tightly until his heartbeat slowed her cries. She realized how much he meant to her, it was everything sbout him. The way he touched her,caressed her, even the arms that held her to keep her ok. This pain was just another blow to my chest. It was so hard to explain what he meant to me. i was tired of pretending things were ok, but he loved me so much. He was and he will always be my everything. He will always be important. I love him, and I always will.