My feelings are burnt nothing to repair,
all I feel now is hurt and despair.
I can no longer give any love anymore,
for my trusting heart has now been tore.
I can’t feel anything in my own body,
I don’t think of myself, nothing but shody.
I can’t comprehend this feeling in my heart,
I feels like I have been shot by a dart.
I bleed and I bleed til I can bleed no more,
then I feel like I have no core.
I feel hurt beyond this plane,
I now feel this eternal pain.
I now have a hole that can’t be filled,
because now I feel like I have been killed.
I should have guessed this would have happened,
but now my heart has been eternally blackened.
I feel like I am no longer human,
because I am no longer blooming.
I now realise everything’s a lie,
except at one point we all will die.
I can feel my heart spewing blood,
and it drowns my body, like a flood.
I can’t stop crying
because I feel like dieing.
I do not know what to do
but hide like a shrew.
I do not know if I should care
it feels like a dare.
I feel like a prisoner of my own despair
that has not had any kind of care.
the pain in my stomach hurts like hot lead
it makes me feel all the time dead.
There is no damage to repair,
there is only scared despair.
THIS IS DESPAIR