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Take Your Pill

March 14, 2015
By Changeling PLATINUM, Cupertino, California
Changeling PLATINUM, Cupertino, California
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You swallow the pill
(every day)
and always it lingers bitter and clawing
at your throat and joints and it just sits there
afterwards.
The hours are measured by the pill
(and not much else).
So that's how you count them – today is,
simply,
Pill 1,536, it's all too easy
to keep track of them
really.

 

Though sometimes you wonder – one day,
just one day, would it really be that bad? No pill
no pain
because what could be worse?
No more pills, in exchange for your life.
(one more sip of water, it resists pebble-like and slips through your aching esophagus)

 

The count continues – pill 1,872 has come
and abruptly
(because to measure is to observe is to change)
it stops.
You've lost count.
That's it. The days are losing focus, sliding past, faster and faster the pain is suddenly enjoyable but you don't know anymore whether to be scared and now it's a cartwheel, head spinning, so

 

So you swallow one more.

 

It is pill 2

 

not 1,872

 

(you realize).



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Hanban12 ELITE said...
on Aug. 17 2015 at 9:28 pm
Hanban12 ELITE, Lake Worth, Florida
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Favorite Quote:
&quot;If you have built castles in the air, your work need not be lost; that is where they should be. Now put foundations under them.&quot;<br /> Henry David Thoreau<br /> <br /> &quot;I fell in love the way you fall asleep; slowly, and then all at once.&quot;<br /> John Green

I really love your writing style. It's just so candid, so honest, and raw.