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A Sea of Mystery...

December 1, 2017
By Tou_Cheng_Thao BRONZE, Oshkosh, Wisconsin
Tou_Cheng_Thao BRONZE, Oshkosh, Wisconsin
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I don’t know what I’m gonna do with my life.
All I know is that I’m gonna graduate soon
And I know that I have lots of things ahead of me but
I still have no clue of what to do, while others head towards their dreams with a strong mind.
While I have no goal, no dreams, no motivation to push myself.
I am lost in the void and it’s a trap that I can't escape myself. I need the motivation to do something that would be great
It doesn’t have to be great, just something that I would love to do everyday. I have an idea but it just gets shot down every time I bring it up and I’m just tired of even trying.
I knew what I wanted to be when I was a kid and it was a cop, an officer of the law and I would enforce the law with justice, but  as an young adult who's about to graduate high school
I have no idea what I want to be because I am uncertain about the future and how it will be
I don’t know where that will be.
I hope it’s a better place than where I am. I am a broke kid who doesn’t know where i’m going. I wish I could be a successful citizen who will be able to support my family and I would have great family.  I just have to spark my excitement for anything that interests me.
No sense of directions and am just going down the river without a paddle. I’m just sailing the world without a sense of purpose and It’s ripping me to shreds. Like trying to solve a puzzle that cannot be solved
it’s all messed up and the right pieces don’t fall into place. I just want to give up on my motivation. Every time I try to give up something always brings me back. My thirst for motivation is now quenched as it was a thirst/ I thirst for dreams and goals.
That I haven’t set up for myself.
I’ll be going with the flow till I find what I want to do with my life….



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