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i thought...

August 5, 2010
By natashajeanne1021 GOLD, Madelia, Minnesota
natashajeanne1021 GOLD, Madelia, Minnesota
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Favorite Quote:
Time is an important thing but it is also the cause of a lot of pain;Some wish for it to go faster while others wish for it to go faster.Then there are those that wish it could just end. So enjoy the time in life you are given and don't worry so much.


I thought of a lot of things when I heard the news.
I thought of how everyone is now so blue..
I thought of that beautiful little girl you left behind.
I thought of how sometimes you could be oh so kind.

I thought about all those plans you had.
I thought about how when we think back now, all we can do is be sad.
I thought about all the gossip there would be;
but that with us you’ll always be!
Even though we’ll never understand why god made you leave..

I thought of all the people who take their own lives, or all the ones who
say life sucks;
hey it may suck but their still here...
I thought of how people say they know how we feel, but how do they know
how each of us feels with out you near?

I thought of how they say lifes not fair..
(ya well neither is death)
I’ve defiantly seen that proven this year,
trust me I’ve had, of heart break and sorrow, my share..

I thought about old memories that just seem to pop into my head.
I thought about how no one will ever forget the last words they heard
you said.
I thought about jaystin, logan, tessa, and all other little ones who just barely
or never got or will get to know you.
I thought of all the people who were probably thinking of anything bad they
ever did, because they didnt agree with what you do.

I thought of your brothers and sisters who now wish things had been different,
or that they could have changed something...
...anything.
I thought of us, your dear loved ones who miss you so, right now it hurts to
even sing.
I think of your friends, and cant even start to imagine how they feel..
I thought of all of the above who so badly wish with god they could have
made a deal..

I thought of grandma first, you were and still are her baby boy..
I thought of britt who now only has stories of you for the kids, the kids
who were you pride and joy!
I thought then of myself, I never really go to know you all that well or to have that many conversations with.
But I thought then, either way I still love you;
because your still my uncle!


The author's comments:
i wrote this in memory of my uncle who passed away a few weeks ago in a horrible car accident at the young age of 23 leaving a fiancé and two little kids behind..

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on Oct. 20 2010 at 2:01 am
natashajeanne1021 GOLD, Madelia, Minnesota
13 articles 1 photo 30 comments

Favorite Quote:
Time is an important thing but it is also the cause of a lot of pain;Some wish for it to go faster while others wish for it to go faster.Then there are those that wish it could just end. So enjoy the time in life you are given and don't worry so much.

thanks aunt christy, i really wish this coulda been written under different circumstances but im glad so many ppl like it all the same..and i love you both too! 

christymarie said...
on Oct. 20 2010 at 1:40 am
that was great. I'm so glad some in our family can write that great. Tasha i love you so much. And so does uncle T

on Oct. 20 2010 at 12:03 am
natashajeanne1021 GOLD, Madelia, Minnesota
13 articles 1 photo 30 comments

Favorite Quote:
Time is an important thing but it is also the cause of a lot of pain;Some wish for it to go faster while others wish for it to go faster.Then there are those that wish it could just end. So enjoy the time in life you are given and don't worry so much.

thanks soooo much and yes it is all so very real!! =) 

on Sep. 29 2010 at 7:11 pm
Reconciliar DIAMOND, Pembroke Pines, Florida
76 articles 6 photos 14 comments

Favorite Quote:
&quot;love is love&quot;<br /> &quot;You can&#039;t have a happy ending without a tragic begining, but the best part of the story is the middle.&quot; <br /> &quot;Great men fall in the fire it is the honor lesser men to light the flames no matter the cost&quot;

i love the emotion in your work and it's all so true :) i really like your poem

on Sep. 20 2010 at 3:48 am
natashajeanne1021 GOLD, Madelia, Minnesota
13 articles 1 photo 30 comments

Favorite Quote:
Time is an important thing but it is also the cause of a lot of pain;Some wish for it to go faster while others wish for it to go faster.Then there are those that wish it could just end. So enjoy the time in life you are given and don&#039;t worry so much.

thanks so much for the comment..death is something id rather never deal with but since thats impossible i just write to get everything out..sometimes it seems like people listen to me better when its written on paper

on Sep. 17 2010 at 4:20 am
jesus.musik.freak BRONZE, Port St Lucie, Florida
3 articles 4 photos 14 comments

Favorite Quote:
If your going through hell, keep on going, don&#039;t slow down. If your scared don&#039;t show it. You might get out before the devil even knows your there. - Rodney Atkins, If your going through hell

First off I like to say Im sorry for your loss,

I loved the poem, It brought tears to my eyes you can really feel your emotions through this