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Regret

February 11, 2011
By IsayFTW BRONZE, Rock Springs, Wyoming
IsayFTW BRONZE, Rock Springs, Wyoming
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My mind feels caged
Only release is through rage
Fake love, no respect
Got to get life in check
Stay or go
Love or hate this world
No decision, anger and confusion
Don’t understand why I keep losin’
It’s hard, life with no love
Instead of a hug I get a push or a shove
Few ways to cope
Some choose cutting, some choose dope
Me, I chose a rope
I tighten it to a noose
Snug and tight, can’t be loose
Her touch, I can remember how it feels
Memories flash like movie reels
Some say I’m cutting it short
But I want no more
No reason to go on in life
Without my girl, without my wife
No reason to still care
I always thought she’d be there
Swift kick of the chair
Feet swing, chest no air
I wasn’t ready yet
Immediate Regret


The author's comments:
Depression, it's hard. But no matter what, suicide would be a regret you cannot recover from.

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JasonG. said...
on Apr. 27 2011 at 4:40 pm
JasonG., Otto, Wyoming
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Favorite Quote:
why work against the system when its easier to work with the system. -unknown

now dont that sound kinky ( nothin goes on) lol. we just sleep in the same barracks along with like 20 other guys until june 11 :) which is so close!!!

IsayFTW BRONZE said...
on Apr. 27 2011 at 4:39 pm
IsayFTW BRONZE, Rock Springs, Wyoming
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I have been on since 8:00 this morn, here in Guernsey. We sleep in the same room guy!

JasonG. said...
on Apr. 27 2011 at 4:38 pm
JasonG., Otto, Wyoming
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Favorite Quote:
why work against the system when its easier to work with the system. -unknown

and the one who is on my computer at the moment :) ha ha. bout time u got on

IsayFTW BRONZE said...
on Apr. 27 2011 at 4:35 pm
IsayFTW BRONZE, Rock Springs, Wyoming
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Jason!!! and i know you...hmmm OH YEAH! Bootcamp the year was 2011...

JasonG. said...
on Apr. 27 2011 at 4:29 pm
JasonG., Otto, Wyoming
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Favorite Quote:
why work against the system when its easier to work with the system. -unknown

hey i know this kid !!! :)

IsayFTW said...
on Mar. 18 2011 at 11:01 am
Thanks baby, its all about you (:

IsayFTW said...
on Mar. 18 2011 at 11:00 am
thanks! im new to this

on Mar. 17 2011 at 7:51 pm
Mz.Minny2011 SILVER, Chicago, Illinois
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Favorite Quote:
My fav quote (4now)<br /> When I met you my heart skipped a beat..... the sun became the moon &amp; cold became heat.... Roses weren&#039;t red an violetes weren&#039;t blue.....And all because i fell IN LIKE WITH YOU &lt;3

wooowwww dat was beasty

ihearttbg said...
on Mar. 17 2011 at 5:33 pm
omg its soo good!! sad, and about me, but its still good!