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March 6, 2010
By baumshell DIAMOND, Burbank, California
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"I was thinking how nothing lasts and what a shame that is."-Benjamin Button

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It’s not like I meant for this
It’s not like I planned for this
And it’s not like I love him

It’s just how things work out

It didn’t start with a kiss
And it won’t end like this
He was just there
Sitting there
I leaned in
It wasn’t right
But I figured what the ----?
It’s just one night

Chorus:
Now I’m sorry
And I hope you’ll forgive me
Now I’m sorry
And I hope you know
I didn’t cheat
He had me first
I didn’t lie
I just didn’t tell you

Now I’m sorry
And I just don’t know what to do

How about telling him the truth?

It didn’t start with a kiss
I went over to his house
Just to see, just to see
I didn’t want you to worry
So I didn’t say a thing
I planned to
Just use him
That was all
But then I looked at him and wandered was that all?
So I just leaned in, I just leaned in
Oh, I just leaned in

Chorus:
Now I’m sorry
And I hope you’ll forgive me
Now I’m sorry
And I hope you know
I didn’t cheat
He had me first
I didn’t lie
I just didn’t tell you

Now I’m sorry
And I hope you’ll forgive me
Now I’m sorry
And I hope you know
I didn’t cheat
He had me first
I didn’t lie
I just didn’t tell you

Bridge:
I thought I could have my cake and eat it
I thought I could have you and him
I thought I could have everything

Now I’m sorry
And I hope you’ll forgive me
Now I’m sorry
And I hope you know
I did cheat and I did lie
Lied to you since day one
I may be innocent
But I’m guilty too
I made you think I wouldn’t be one of them
Instead I joined them on that list

Chorus:
Now I’m sorry
And I hope you’ll forgive me
Now I’m sorry
And I hope you know
I didn’t cheat
He had me first
I didn’t lie
I just didn’t tell you

Now I’m sorry
And I hope you’ll forgive me
Now I’m sorry
And I hope you know
I didn’t cheat
He had me first
I didn’t lie
I just didn’t tell you

It didn’t start with a kiss

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MorganM. said...
on Jan. 24 2012 at 9:31 am
MorganM., Gentry, Arkansas
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Ummm. No offense but your other songs are better!
Yvonnennovy BRONZE said...
on Dec. 25 2010 at 8:37 pm
Yvonnennovy BRONZE, Middlebury, Vermont
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This is extrememly redundant; the chorus is the core of a song not all of the lyrics repeated.
Fenderchic BRONZE said...
on Dec. 3 2010 at 8:53 am
Fenderchic BRONZE, Lansing, Kansas
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I agree. You should give it a second chance. I play the six-string guitar and boy it sure is fun.
TooSoonToSayPerfect SILVER said...
on Jun. 9 2010 at 5:49 pm
TooSoonToSayPerfect SILVER, Newmarket, Other
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Umm, the part where its like "it didnt start with a kiss, it wont end up like this" is the exact oppasit of Mr.brightside by the killers.. in that song it say "it started out with a kiss, how did it end up like this"  

otherwise it was great!
invisible13 GOLD said...
on May. 18 2010 at 11:28 am
invisible13 GOLD, Gobles, Michigan
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i kinda think its confusing. did u cheat or didn't u?
Dunkelheitstieg BRONZE said...
on Mar. 17 2010 at 1:38 pm
Dunkelheitstieg BRONZE, Baldwin, Florida
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&quot;The poet ranks far below the painter in the representation of visible things, and far below the musician in that of invisible things. Why does the eye see a thing more clearly in dreams than the imagination when awake?,&quot;Leonardo da Vinci.

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I love this poem! I feel the same way....... cuz i love 2 guys and i dk what to do?! if u can help me , tell me what to do when u comment on my poems! Thanks.
baumshell DIAMOND said...
on Mar. 15 2010 at 1:20 am
baumshell DIAMOND, Burbank, California
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oh no! its okay! i could see how u could get confused. no this song is about how i did cheat and im trying to tell my boyfriend i did while trying to excuse my behavior. though at the end i realize that what i did has no excuse and i should just admit it
Taylor-pop SILVER said...
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Um wow. i'm really sorry but this is kinda confusing i mean the whole way through the poem all i could think is you cheated and you say you did'nt and then you say you did weird! but you do write well through.
AlexandraVasari PLATINUM said...
on Mar. 11 2010 at 3:39 pm
AlexandraVasari PLATINUM, Fort Stewart, Georgia
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Well that's to bad you should give it a second chance!I play guitar and honestly when I first started I wanted to quit but it's very rewarding eventually;) and your very welcome! <3
baumshell DIAMOND said...
on Mar. 11 2010 at 12:57 am
baumshell DIAMOND, Burbank, California
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&quot;I was thinking how nothing lasts and what a shame that is.&quot;-Benjamin Button

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thank you! andd i tried playing the bass guitar two years ago but quit
AlexandraVasari PLATINUM said...
on Mar. 11 2010 at 12:49 am
AlexandraVasari PLATINUM, Fort Stewart, Georgia
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This is very confessional.It's excellent but makes me feel sad.Keep writting your very talented and do you play an instrument? <3
StevieRene SILVER said...
on Mar. 10 2010 at 11:42 am
StevieRene SILVER, Magnolia, Texas
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Wow, this told a story about me.
WaterQueen07 GOLD said...
on Mar. 9 2010 at 6:12 pm
WaterQueen07 GOLD, Chardon, Ohio
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Wow this is really amazing. I love how it flows and tells a great story.
BookWorm579 PLATINUM said...
on Mar. 9 2010 at 1:16 am
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It's too bad there isn't a way to post the music to song lyrics. I like the choice of words and the music that it made me think of while reading. Keep up the good work.
INnaturegirl said...
on Mar. 8 2010 at 6:52 am
omg! ~ i love this ~

super great and really hits home

good job :D