[Gage]

Waaaaaaaaake

meeeeeeeeeee

uuuuuuuuuuuup.....

Never going to find a way...

Alone I stand

Bearing against all

the challenges Knowing that

I''ll never see through the dark clouds

which brought a mist

along with abusing thoughts

everything....seems....so..

...corrupted..yet at the

same time....so very lifeless



[Matty Matt]

As punishment for all

of eternity I continue to

always be stricken by

this uncurable curse...

What is there to acknowledge?

I''ve only been avoiding

myself because the truth

is what''s hurting me the worse!



My mind projects lies

for my eyes to see

decieved by lovely heavenly dreams....

rage and hatred takes

total control and is now surpreme...

For this to end...especially invain

is not as I anticipated

My cruel intentions

destroyed any illusion

she had about me

having a kind nature

These voices in my head

why must they lie to me!?

What if, I only dreamt of

"all that I wished for"

just to find out even

signally through doubt

that it will never be....





[(Chorus)=Matty Matt *Gage*]

Karma''s got me

feeling like with this life...

that I''ve been living so trife

with all the things

I''m no longer doing right

served no purpose

other than being a burden

should be erased

entirely from my memory

It''s like I''m ready

to fade away from existance....

but that will come eventually......



*When all my scars

fade away so will I...

Don''t even know why I believe in things

that are so hard to understand...*



My physical appear to

be a young adolescent

but on the inside lives

a demon who''s very

discontent

despondent

truthfully hell-bent

on living the easier life

repent right now?

I fear it''s too late

I close my eyes

right now

permanently-vacate....



Gunshots sing to me

These other guys with lullabys

don''t mean a thing to me

until the very end of time

Pushing forth alone in this

cold and heartless world

with no regrets or remorse

of my horrifying past

that consumes my mind

where random aspirations

twist and twirl



[Matty Matt *talking part* (verse 2) (*Gage*) ]


*In this life...

my death left you

with a emotionaly

unstable mind....

as time passes us by

endless possibilties await

beyond our destiny

love-wounded and tainted heart...

bleeding black blood....

covering my entire soul


selfishness was created...*



I create these mistakes

for you to think I''m not perfect

Understanding you offer so

many tries, feeling torn

when I stare into your

beautiful tear-filled eyes now

I''m alone carryin my own

trying to disentangle the truth

in my story of "f***ed up" lies...



*Now it just makes me

think back....that everything

I quote from my vision

was so true...*



In him we trust

promising us

ever-lenegthening

ever-ascending

ever improving path

but loving and trusting

another can be more

than difficult but we only

get one try (one life...)

to make things right

because second chances

are extremly rare

hatred thrown at the heart

which left cuts very deep to bare.

My blood-spilled apologies

isn''t enough to say

"sorry for not being there"???

all of this was the reason...

He never thought twice

nor have it ever struck fear

in him at all to remember,

love, and also forgive the ones

that opposed him



Progressing through the lessons

in which were rough enough

to interupt life...

Thus, his appearance

gave the impression

he was indeed strong and brave

his presence broke the silence.

For all theones who claimed

they loved him left him to suffer

and they knew it was so wrong

That man never came to

their mindwhen he was alive.

But they talk and praise about

him like he was a God

now that he''s gone....



[(Chorus)=Matty Matt & Gage]

Karma''s got me

feeling likewith this life...

that I''ve been living so trife

with all the things

I''m no longer doing right

served no purpose

other than being a burden

should be erased entirely

from my memory

It''s like I''m ready to fade

away from existance....

but that will come eventually......



[Matty Matt (Coda)]

Gunshots sing to me

These other guys with lullabys

don''t mean a thing to me

until the very end of time...(time... time... time....)

and it all ends right here...

Goodbye my love....







On the side note...

yes I collaberate with verses from the bible.

Hope you enjoyed this

I know I did.

I felt this from my heart

thought you should know

you know who you are