How many times will I have to face
The cold truth of how I pushed you away
So many lines I'll never escape
From the dream its hard to awake
I can't change the way the chips fell though I try
Endlessly going through the reasons why
I wasn't enough clutching tight to your side
Hope I made you feel alive

I want you to hate me
Hate all the things you tried changing
Make every memory I had of you begin fading
Too frustrating
Waiting for you to come save me

Another day gone still left wanting to ask
What I did to become a part of your past
Swore on your life you wanted us to last
Did it hurt peeling off that mask
Chances I gave you like fear to the height
Used them all up as the dark does the night
So what I gave didnt hook you, not a bite
Doesn't make what you did to me right

I want you to hate me
Hate all the things you tried changing
Make every memory I had of you begin fading
Too frustrating
Waiting for you to come save me

Never gonna fly in to rescue me from harm
Never gonna feel the warmth of your arms
Waiting on you like rain to a drought
Bout time I sink in the doubt

No more time left creating tears just to cry
Waiting for you to help me, I would die
Never again will I look in your eyes
With wanting, you talk in lies
Hate is easier to honor than love
I sense your lack in the taste of your hug
Gave you til midnight, your time is up
Glass slippers turned into dust

I want you to hate me
Hate all the things you tried changing
Make every memory I had of you begin fading
Too frustrating
Waiting for you to come save me

Hate my looks
Hate my crime
Hate that you were never mine
Hate me once
Hate me twice
Hate me til your luck unwinds