False promises, False wishes on the stars above,
I'm tired of life I'm tired of love,
Can't write my agony in words, words no longer heal,
If only I could tell you how I feel,

These crumbled pages wet with my salty tears,
My heart crumpled with my insecurities, My fears,
No companion, no one offers help,
It's just my loneliness and my miserable self,

Poetry no longer heals, the agony is too much to feel,
My emotions I do no longer reveal,
All I get is self pity which further seals,
My heart...

I don't want to rise, I don't want to forget, or forgive,
I don't want to love, I don't want to live,
It comes rushing back and I feel s***,
I'm tired of feeling like, "this is it"