i can't complain about the things you mentally do to me-
after all i accept the way you wanna be- but i hurt to bad with pain i can't enjoy-i often think my heart is your toy-
this started like a journey for me-
but now all this is doing is hurting me-
i wish you could see the things you do to me-
this is hard to bear this is something you would never want to see-
it starts with my heaert being crushed- then days later you call me showing me love and gaining my trust-
days later when i'm starting heal i'm without you again- then my heart starts to bend-
BUT staying true to you is a MUST-
i often wonder do you really love me or is this just lust?