I have doubts again

another racket to pace around in my mind

all these countless childish immature comparisons 

I don't know who to be 

Or be the person I once was 

The girl you once loved 

What if one day the sun didn't want to say hi to the Earths early mornings

there would be no start to her day

she would  sit in darkness yearning for her light to come back

The star I look up at you to be 

I apologize if this makes you doubtful as to why 

As to why you are such a prized presence to me

My days just don't feel complete without the sun saying hi to me

I don't know why I feel like you're exhausted by me 

I can love you forever 

But I keep comparing myself to you're perfect forever