When you hear my laughter, when you hear my cries, do you ever think and wonder why?
I loved you as you come and go.
I pleased you as you wanted so.
You tossed me around and had your fun.
You thought I was happy
but you thought wrong!
I wish you loved me when you weren't there.
I wish you loved me even if you didn't care.
I'd sit there and sigh in my puddle of despair.
Please tell me I'm not your**,
i know now why that I was picked.
You'd sit there and play with me like I was your toy,
you'd tell your peeps that I was your boy.
I'm not your ***, I'm not your boy, I'm not your homie and I'm not your toy!
I was the girl who wished she wasn't.
I sat on your shelf like it was nothing.
Now I'm here collecting dust.
Hoping for a way out not asking for much.
Now I'm gone, I'm down to earth.
Well you can't have me, you've done enough hurt!
Now it's time to find another boy, and now it's time to become another toy.