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2 years til you're gone for good.

November 17, 2009
By b.rai DIAMOND, College Station, Texas
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Favorite Quote:
you never really know what love is, until it breaks your heart.

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I don't want to regret
But I somehow hoped one day
We would share,somehow,together a life
I want to stay only yours
Somehow forever
I know that is only wishful thinking
I know it won't happen
I know sometime soon
I will have to say goodbye
I'm so scared to feel this
I am so scared to love you
Because i know that,
I hold no place in your future
I smile
Even just seeing you
I hope your disappearance from my life
Will not do me too much harm
I feel like somehow,
I need you
But maybe I'm just too young
To really know what i am feeling
Maybe it is all an illusion
A cruel trick of life

© Jack B., Central City, KY

The author's comments:
For my best friend.For my signifigant other. He will be moving back to Russia to serve in their military for two years. They have a manditory draft for all male citizens of 18 years. We are close and saying goodbye to him is going to be hard.Living separate lives in different parts of the world will be hard. I feel like I am somehow losing him, and I won't get him back...
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tgir85 GOLD said...
on Dec. 15 2009 at 5:57 pm
tgir85 GOLD, Katy, Texas
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&quot;I only put you through that test to see if you would keep the faith or give up...&quot;

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im sure you will dont worry about him:D