Actually i had decided to not give us up this time,
but it's just selfish reasons.
I havent wrote or talked with you in something like 100 years,
but I guess it's just 3 days...
And it hurts.
The pain is something missing, a love I dont understand, and dont know what to do with.
You mean so much to me, it's not fair cuz I have a boyfriend.
But Im not in love. Not in him.
In you? I really dont know.
The only reason I dont writes to you, talks to you, and try not to touch you,
is that I dont wanna cost you anymore pain, I know I've hurt you so much, all to much...
Im so sorry....