No matter how hard i try to make him happy i feel like I'm in his way . I feel like he is only with me because he has no one left... or feels sorry for me. My love for him decreases when he is sad... but it increases a lot when he is happy. he saved my life from drowning in sadness.. but i saved him from chocking on depression.Even though we owe each other our own lives... we are one. together two negatives makes a positive. Both of us together makes happiness and not feeling sorry or having any bad feelings for each other because we love each other