This window that Ive been by,
Ive been by for quite a while,
staring at the outside world,
trying to force a smile,
but the truth is that I'm shaking,
with the tears spewing from my eyes,
I feel my heart slowly breaking,
from the depths of your lies,
id hug myself but its not real,
because it wouldn't be how your hugs feel,
Id lie to myself but it wouldn't be true, and lets be honest, I cant lie to myself like you. I feel that faith that beats in my heart,
but I try to squash it down,
because this faith is just a lie,
brought up from my frown,
I am crying silently,
because I want no one else to hear,
the pain that is from my heart,
it isn't there's to feel.
even if you came today,
you wouldn't wipe my tears,
even if you came today,
you wouldn't face your fears.