I was lost and scared,
Afraid to be alone
Lost in a world full of strangers,
One by one laughing at me, but I don't care what people think of me
It doesn't make sense, I know that's why I was lost and scared.
Freak! That's what I'm called,
Loser is another..
Pig is one I'll never forget.....
I hold back my tears now,
But you wait and see these tears
Turn into anger, the more tears I hold, the more anger I store.
One day I'll snap just like that!
I'll be the bad one then..
But will anyone help me?
I sure as hell hope so!
All this anger will turn into pain, one day I have to deal with it
I guess.
There words shouldn't bother me
I dealt with it long enough
I'm tired of all this stuff
I was lost and scared.
I have a hand
A shoulder to cry on
Arms to hug me
Afraid to love me, in time you will feel the same way.
As I use to, I use yo cry every night wondering why I'm still alive.
I use to hurt myself to get the pain out of my heart.
That idea didn't work...
Now I have a brain.