I knew I shouldn’t have let you close, my brain was telling me no but it’s what my heart wanted. I wanted the feeling of love. I got it and it sucked because when you left, there was a hole, emptiness, nothingness. I don’t know what to do, who am I? Hiding my pain with smiles telling everyone that I’m fine, I’m happy. Walking around with no purpose. I needed you that Day, I needed you to care to, fight for me, to be there. But we can’t always get what we want. Now alone back to the days when I was alone I lived then and I can live now. Don’t worry you can put the blame on me; I’ll take the burden off your shoulders so you don’t have to feel bad. So I thank you, thank you for the memorize, the pain, the tears. Thank you.