Laying In My misery thinking Of a way To escape.. The excruciating pain from My past moving On into My future. Where Am I To Find Love In such disgrace type Of nation.where Can I Find My self, The Girl That's hidden from Her path Of success.. I'm tired Of tears rolling And falling Down My cheeks. I Have So Much built Up inside It's ridiculous. I'm Not whom im suppose To Be I Am Some One else thats pretending To Be. Look In my eyes You'll see I'm Not Me. I Have No smiled No sudden grace I'm dull As ever Going In a steady pace.. I should speed Up But I Just Don't Know How.. I'm dealing With Some Much betrayal.. I Had Love That seem to vanish with out a sudden trace .So Who Am I To Say Great.. I'm Just Ordinary Girl born a disgrace.. I'm disgusted To Even Say This But Think About It I Have Nothing.. people Are criticizing me For All My dumb mistakes. But The Dare belittle Me And Give Me No grace.. I rather lay alone And Be fester On My demons That Are creeping In On My soul begging For victory