here i am
i am still broken,
still torn apart
how do i heal
how do i fix what's been torn
tell me
let me know,
how do i forget
should i get wasted
to try andnumb my pain
should i mar my skin
to get him off my mind
should i get in a fight and hit somebody
to let go of some rage
tell me what to do
just to be whole again
should i just try to find someone new
to fill that void in my life
he wonders how i'm not over it
how,still,can i be sad
i really just don't know how to mend
a wound ripped open so wide
or how to fix,my broken self
or how to forget all about him