i am officially done with this stupid life

one hundred percent DONE

ive cried

ive tried

ive died inside

nothing is going right anymore

ive cried all of my tears

im all run dry

my demons are screaming

louder and louder

and i cant take it any longer

they say rude

despicible things

expecting me to just accept it and move on

well i accept it

but i will not move on

im sick of the lies

and being hurt

i feel like screaming

with every fake laugh

feel like crying

with every fake smile

sometimes

i just want to cease to exist

just dissapate

into nothing

things have been like this for a while

People try to help

and i am grateful for them

but how can someone else help me

when i cant even help myself

ive hit a dark place

the light is all gone

the pain has taken its place

i touch without feeling

listen without hearing

look without seeing

and im not sure i care about anything anymore

its like

without the shine in my eyes,

i

am

nothing